Never Ask God For Something That You Are Not Ready To Receive
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Never Ask God For Something You Are Not Ready to Receive
Summary:
This true story captures a pivotal moment in my life that unfolded on June 1, 1999, just a week before my wife Tonya’s 27th birthday. It was a day that started like any other, but ended with events that would alter my life forever.
Introduction:
On the morning of June 1, 1999, I awoke as usual, albeit slightly tired from the previous night. With no inkling of what lay ahead, I embarked on my routine, unaware of how drastically the day would change our lives.
A Little About Tonya:
Tonya, my wife, was 26 and battling several challenges: alcoholism, drug addiction, depression, and schizoaffective disorder?"a condition marked by depression, delusions, and hallucinations. Despite past struggles, Tonya had been doing remarkably well, staying medication-compliant and free from substances for eight months. But that morning, everything changed.
An Intense Morning:
After breakfast, I found Tonya in tears, trembling on the bed. When I asked what was wrong, her response shocked me: “I am dead,” she said. She insisted she and her father were dead, reconstructing her with his body parts. It was clear she was experiencing a severe hallucination.
I sat with her, reassuring her of our reality. She requested to see her father for confirmation, so we drove to her parents’ home, only to find they were away at a race, intensifying her delusion.
A Sudden Turn:
Desperate to ground her, we returned home. As she started regaining composure, she suddenly demanded a drink, a choice she hadn’t made for eight months. Despite my refusal, Tonya was relentless, eventually wearing me down. Giving in, I bought her the wine coolers, only for her to demand more shortly after. Angered, I left for a doctor’s appointment, overwhelmed and frustrated.
As I stormed out, I shouted to the sky, “God, take this woman away from me!”?"words thrown in despair and anger.
The Unfolding of Tragedy:
After my appointment, I returned home to find Tonya gone without a trace. Panic set in, and I spent the night calling hospitals and police, scouring the town for any sign of her. The absence felt ominous, far different from previous instances when she would call for a ride.
Morning came with no word. I went to pick up my son for a planned day together, only to be told a detective was looking for me. My heart sank as I met with him, knowing on some level that something terrible had happened.
The Heartbreaking Truth:
In the detective’s car, I heard the crushing words: “Tonya is dead.” Though I sensed it deep down, hearing it was devastating. The woman I loved was gone, and I was left grappling with our last moment together, filled with frustration and unspoken words of love.
Reflection:
Though her death wasn’t by natural causes or her own hand, it was a brutal loss. I don’t blame God, Tonya, or myself entirely. Tonya’s struggles were not her fault, and God gives us what dwells in our hearts.
This experience underscored the importance of understanding prayer, communicating with God, and embracing each moment with loved ones. Never ask God for something you are not ready to receive, and never leave loved ones without expressing your love. Talk to God daily, asking for guidance, strength, and wisdom.
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